the planner

i got this planner like a couple years ago. didn't use it for i already had the one with the exact date for the year. this one is a blank planner. so you can use it whether this year or ten years ahead from now because you write down the date by yourself.

so i decided to make a use of it this year. i wrote all the dates for this year. but the thing is, apparently after i wrote down 24th may on the small square entitled sunday, i flipped the page.. and there was no more weekly plan pages. doh! who the hell create such a planner? a planner which can only fit less than complete five months!

it does have twelve pages of monthly plan. but then what about it? i never liked it or found the benefit of it. let alone to fit all my schedules on those small tabs.

well the good thing is my sister gave two of it, like she already knew the capacity. but then i'll just have to have two planner in a single year, won't i? fair enough.

tikus super, ayah super

sudah beberapa minggu hari-hari saya direcoki seekor tikus berukuran sangat besar -yah, lebih dari standar tikus got. sudah setiap hari ayah memasang perangkap dan sebagainya namun hasilnya nihil. si tikus masih saja mengobrak-abrik kawasan dapur. grr. dia pun akhirnya menjadi musuh tetap keluarga saya.

sekitar dua hari yang lalu, di siang hari yang cerah, saya sedang berdiri di dekat dapur sambil menelepon. tiba-tiba di tengah asyiknya mulut saya komat kamit, seekor tikus hitam tengil gendut muncul! dia pun berlari ke arah saya. saya pun berteriak dan si tikus tetap berlari seakan-akan hendak menerobos kaki saya -dasar tikus nggak tahu aturan! dan akhirnya dia pun melewati saya ,tanpa sentuhan untungnya.

saya langsung melapor pada ayah agar dia melakukan sesuatu; mencari jejak si tikus, misalnya. tapi ternyata ayah punya pemikirannya sendiri. katanya, 'kenapa nggak kamu injek aja? kok takut? gedean kamu apa tikus coba?'

brain damage

when: today

where: bathroom

what: mistaken rub shampoo on my body instead of my hair. whereas just a couple of seconds before, i just soaped my skin.

dear you

i've just thinking about your last night. remembering you've cried, then why don't you just feel relief? relief that it's over now. relief that you can face it now. not that you couldn't do that before. but now you can just close the big book of last season. not throw it away. then just move on.

then about the idiotic 'fansclub' thing, just laugh at it. those people are not completely guilty. you can avoid it for being so lovable. really. you are lovable, my dear. if someone ask me to describe you, that's the first word i'm going to say. be happy for being that way. and laugh at them.

what a night.
what a day.

don't worry about people who probably think you're kinda weird today. you are a bit not-as-usual but i just know you don't do anything. nevermind what people might think, love.

have a great dinner. pasific place, sounds like it can build up your appetite.

love love,

me

ps: happy birthday, om.
ps 2: don't talk too much tonight. haha.

Voice of Sandler

I keep repeating Adam Sandler's song on my playlist. i always love his voice. Not a perfect singer's voice but he can sing well. His singing is always soft and sweet. like a singing of a lover. Whatever he sings in the movie are the kind of song with sweet-but-not-to-much lyrics. The words are those everyday talk. Sweet. Plus the facial expression he has.

Here is his song lyrics from 'The Wedding Singer'.

Grow Old With You

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

happy early christmas

white christmas
blue christmas
green chrismas
red christmas
yellow christmas

whatever
it's christmas afterall

happy early christmas, dearest all

lost it. darn.

suatu hari teman saya pernah bercanda, ngerasa ga bisa hidup tanpa sesuatu ga?'

hmm. pasti ada yang lupa saya masukin tas dan diumpetin deh.
berpikir keras...
akhirnya menyerah, 'apaan sih?'

jeng jeng. ternyata agenda kecil yang selalu saya bawa kemana-mana. dan memang itu barang penting buat saya karena saya adalah orang yang sangat mengandalkan agenda. hadiah ulang tahun dari teman dengan tulisan 'to make you stay organized'

dan kemarin..
si agenda tampaknya agak jatuh di bus. hiks.
my fault.