Wednesday 19 November 2008

oh happy day!

i'm turning 21 today. what a day. hehe.

i'm not a kind of birthday-girl-thing but it's still my birthday anyway. so i expect nothing. no surprise, no cake, nor gift. i'll be delighted when i have it, of course. but i just don't want to expect those stuff.

so today my i was kidnapped. haha. my friends gathered after class and wrapped my eyes with some fabrics, tied my hands on my back then walked me. fine then, i thought. something is waiting for me. haha. glad i was. anxious i was.

i was suddenly dragged into a car. i took a peek for they didn't wrap my eyes perfectly, saw my friend's car there. they somehow kept their mouth shut. knew they're actually about to burst out laugh. especially when i heard the window rolled down when one of them had to take the parking ticket or whenever i realized strangers are near, I screamed hard for help. hahaha. knew i made them looked like crazy maniac kidnapper. if they are playing a game, i should give a response, right? hee.

after a little while. the car pulled aside and we all walked down somewhere i didn't know. just standing there knowing nothing whereabouts. but then heard a voice of a man i don't know saying, 'i'm waiting at the apartement!'
bingo!
so we were at my friend's apartment, i said it loud. got a clue then. hoho.

they then dragged me into the lift, sure i felt it.
going up.
wandering around.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

cake and bimbimbab, things i was dying to have at the moment, sat in the room. with candles and plates and soft drinks and all. and a novel i was just talking about with my friends the day before.

pleasure.
pleasure.
glad.
super glad.
i'm beyond lucky!

shocked to know many people care for me that much.
wondered as if someones didn't enjoy my day.

happy afterall.
joyful in the end of the day.

Wednesday 5 November 2008

if i tell the world,
i'll never said enough
cause it was not said to you.
and that's exactly what i need to do
if i end up with you.

adele - chasing pavements

Monday 3 November 2008

heartbreak

it tore me apart.
no, it did not.

i heard crack in my heart.
no, it was just the china.

tear was pushing down.
but i told it to hold on.

is it true?
is it not?

the show must go on.
so i'm still moving on.

fake!

i hate everything fake.

fake brand.
fake masterpiece.
fake lips.
fake boobs.

i hate people faking to be smart. it's ok to try to build yourself not becoming moron, but please don't do it in a wrong way which will just show off your foolishness. DON'T! i'm warning you. you can keeping up by learning from your clever friends. you can say your words to the group, but not acting as if you get the point when you actually don't. i 'm getting tired and i almost yelling 'stop trying to be fake, dumb!'.
*ok. i won't do it. it's way to mean.

most of all, i hate fake friend the most.
fake to be sincere.
fake to care.
fake to love.
fake to be a friend.

what kind of friend paid his friend to drive him around. you may have a ride. you may pay the toll fee. you may pay the gas. but you MUST NOT pay your friend as a driver! it's not happening with me. but i know how it feels to have a fake friend. with a different person. in another case. its suck. but it happens. it hurts until its numb. it's numb when you don't even care about the fake friend's existence.

no matter how superb it is, a fake is still a fake. even the greatest fake can never beat the most pathetic real.

Sunday 2 November 2008

stupsky

baru saja melakukan kebodohan.

dengan pede dan ngga sabaran mengirim foto dari hp ke komputer via gigi biru *bluetooth.

'loh kok ga bisa connect mulu yah??', rasa bete mulai muncul di hati.

ternyata usut punya usut, bluetooth device komputer saya belum dinyalain.

'yah pantes aja, neng.'

hahahahahahaha.