more to come

it's been quite long time since the last one. many things have changed, some things remain the same. time passes by without you even know it. i can't tell if i want to be here, now, or if i just want to keep on the old track.
i feel anxious.
there is a new excitement.
there will be surprise surprise.
there is much boredom, more loner mode-on.
another smiling faces with some dumbness.
then suddenly i want to cry over a movie.
everything crissed-crossed and mixed up as one. hope i can cope and go along with time.
i've been in some places i never thought i would be. i've past the once-to-be a great stress of my time. i've turn my head to see what i've walked through. i've beamed at it. and now i'm heading a new direction, waiting more to come.

suminten

i had a conversation with an overseas client today.

let's call her 'suminten'.

her: hello, novy. i'm suminten from xxxx.

me: oh hello, ms suminten. may i help you?

her: (laughing cheerfully) ohhh i'm fineee. you?

is it her or maybe it's just my pronunciation misled her.

INDEED!

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merry christmas

last christmas eve

i remember my last christmas eve.
unlike tonight, i was doing something.
i was ushering at a christmas celebration of a church at JHCC.
working with my two lovely friends.
going home with some cash in the pocket.
then one of my friend had a sleep over at my house,
in my room which was a real mess.
it felt christmas, though.

at time like this,
i can only hear the voice in my head.

jaded

the perfect word to describe me now.