bumi itu bulat, nak

argh!
ingin aku berteriak di bukit tertinggi
berlari ke ujung jalan terpanjang
merunduk hingga rata dengan aspal
tapi apakah lari akan membantuku?
apakah aku bisa terhindar dari apa yang ada di depan mata?
sekencang dan sejauh apapun aku berlari,
bukankah pada akhirnya aku tetap akan kembali ke titik awal?
jadi mengapa harus lari?
andai aku hanya berdiri di sini,
menghadapi segalanya,
dan perlahan maju selangkah
daripada berlari membuang tenaga dan waktu
hanya untuk kembali ke awal permainan

things need to get done

there are plenty plenty of things i must do. not the things i have to but must! but i haven't got any clue how to get started.. school projects, home works.. all need to get done soon. all need to get done now if i can. argh! but of course i can't. i hate to feel like i wanna escape from this situation. supposed to think it's just something to be done then move on to another task. hate myself when i'm complaining. cause i know what i'm doing is nothing compare with others. mom's job. my friend's, especially at design. dad's. the bus driver's. and the president's, of course! in fact, i'm writing this blog when i supposed to do my things. oh my.

life is much more simple when you're young (se a vida e - pet shop boys)

how old are you?
are you thinking if your present is hard?
do you wish to go back to when you were ten?
do you regret of married on twenty?
are you complaining for how hard your job is?
wish you were not in this moment
will you agree if i say 'life is much more simple when we're young'?
bet you will
but then, how old is 'young'?
'life is much more simple when we're young'
we're saying it right now
then we'll repeat it in another couple of years
we keep saying that in every age we have
we're sorry for the 'right now scene'
then thinking
the life we had before wasn't so crack like we used to think
so again I'm asking you,
how old are you?
still thinking life's hard?
one day you'll laugh at your thoughts
feeling stupid for thinking life was so damn hard
'cause life will never be as hard as if you can't handle it
just have mercy for your silly little thoughts
how old are you, by the way?

h.a.p.p.i.n.e.s.s

today is incredibly not a boring campus day.
today is full of laughters and smiles.
nothing happened
and it made the day so bright
it will be great if everyday is just like today
no big deal
no 'desperado'
no huge surprise (not that it won't make me happy)
no shocking therapy
no tears
no pain
no more waiting
no big hope
no superhero
no rush
no madness
no sanity
nor insanity
no falling in love
no falling from love
just a normal day
and that's what i call happiness

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cuma ngetes gimana caranya bikin post baru.
haha.
ketauan banget deh stupsnya.
haha
biarlah
manusia kan penuh dengan proses pembelajaran yang ga bakal pernah selesai
yahui

i'm a beginner

heyho. i've just created my own blog. no idea who will read it. just try to write something. or type something.
hmm..
what to say?
i love to write
but i'm not a good writer
i can criticize other's work
but can't do a great one of my own
whatever
at least i try, right?
well
and the story goes........